Thursday, May 6, 2010

Tough Enough

Some times I feel more resilient than others. Lately, I feel like I'm walking a tightrope. Feeling emotionally unstable. I just need one wrong move to send me down.

Good news I've been waiting on has finally come, and yet we couldn't celebrate because of this cloud of worry and insecurity revolving around my job. My more optimistic side thinks that it's no big deal and I shouldn't let it bother me so much. But I am so weighed down with this one little thing. That doesn't seem right. That's not balanced.

I was comforted just now thinking ahead at how this will very likely fade away the farther back in time it goes. Yay. I'll have strong days again where I feel stable and confident. And I'll wonder why I didn't just realize it was a temporary weakness.

1 comment:

  1. I am sorry to hear that but I do understand that emotion. It's been a hard year so far! I hope things look up! Love you fri-an.